I can be as sweet as those candycanes you always get for Christmas.
But i can be as bitter as a poison.
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Dear Bloggie,
Drowned in a fetal position, in one way or another, felt like heaven.
A non-existant to my surroundings, only real to my eye. Who can I share it to? Nobody.
It would be much better if I have been delusional all this while. At least I would wake up to reality someday somehow.
I swear I have no more strength to fight. Just waiting for time to swallow me. And if I was fortunate, it would vomit me out. Only if I was fortunate...