I can be as sweet as those candycanes you always get for Christmas.
But i can be as bitter as a poison.
Friday, June 08, 2007
Hello bloggie,
Today is like the last day of school and I'm very excited. 2 weeks of break might sound a bit short but to me, its sufficient. Moreover, your schedule is really weird when you are in nursing.
Some recap of what happened for this wk. On 7th was his birthday. OMG! He's like already 27 la. Time flies really fast. And I bought him something. something so not expensive at all. After all, he has money to get himself expensive stuffs. so yeah..
I think I'm just gonna rot at home this holiday. Unlike my Best Friend Forever who is flying to Phuket tonite. With a new best fren of hers.
Talking about best friends, I really find it ridiculous to have a new best friend in merely months. But it happened and I wonder if I'm supposed to regret. I know I'm a drama queen but pretending is not my forte. Pretending infront of you, as if I'm dumb and knew nothing was hard. The fact that I know everything that you did, leaves me with an empty feeling. And plz bestie, You are a BAD actress. Keeping quiet does not mean I believed whatever lame story you told me. And you call me your best fren? Sometimes I really doubt your sincerity when you say that.
Many times that you claimed you couldnt help me when you can, I NEVER blamed you for anything. Even when you almost made me get debarred from exams. It was ok. I'm a forgiver. And I know I made mistakes too.
That day You sounded unsatisfied. I know you blamed me for causing "trouble". Only that I would prefer if you could say if straight forwardly to me. And not to somebody else whom you didnt even like.
And thanx to you.
We missed all outings we planned together. Dont say sorry if you dont mean it. After all, shit happens everytime we are going out rite?
Now I AM blaming you. For the first time since we be friends.
But whatever... I still love you and you are still my best friend. So I'll pray that you return safely to Singapore.
PS: Honey, the next time I lie down on the passenger seat of a sport car, and got reminded of you, I'll think a 100 TIMES whether I should buy you that car or not!:) After all, you said you are the one who is supposed to buy me stuffs...)Muah!